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I had just a nice sleep!
I probably slept for 20 minutes last night -_- maybe not even. I think I had a microsleep. Idk I just know I barely slept. I think it might have been a microsleep because it didn't feel long. It was like I passed out for two seconds.
Insomnia was like "no sleep for u bitch".
This is why I sleep for like ten hours when I can. I cherish the times I can sleep but tonight was not one of those times.
I have a full day of classes today.
I am also just letting my queue run out I think there's a month left of shit there then I'll manually post. I have like a year worth of screenshots and some funny videos lmao
The itchy phase of healing has begun...
Normally it's hard to resist scratching a scab for me but I nearly fainted because of this gash so that's what has been keeping me from picking it. I don't want blood to gush out again...
IT.... ITCHES! AHHH!
I put some disinfectant/antibiotic cream or whatever and felt the damage. It feels intense but only because I'm feeling with one finger. I can't see it so idk but according to my friend it isn't that nasty. I think the scabbing makes it worse than it is.
Still gross and itches like a bitch but I won't pick at it. I need this bitch to heal. I'm not gonna put a band-aid on tonight (lol its 4:40 am as I write this) to let it air out and drain any potential bacteria. I don't wanna trap anything under a band-aid. It's not bleeding that much or at all really so it should be fine.
It did bleed when I tried eating a muffin earlier. I'm not ready for solid foods just yet. More smoothies for me lol
Okay well I can have pizza because its easy to eat out of the corner of my mouth but even that's still risky. I should really stick to sauces and smoothies rn.
But pizza so tasty! T_T
I know if I get stitches then the cut will heal faster but I'm so afraid of needles that I really don't wanna go. I'm sure they'd inject me with numbing shit and I CANNOT do that. I struggle to give myself an injection weekly which is what I've been doing for like 2 years now ish. Idk maybe closer to 3.
I. Hate. Needles. So. Fucking. Much.
Why am I like this? T_T
I don't care that it will take forever to heal since its right on my lip. I can deal with the leaking blood. I rather that then hospital. The only way I'm going is if my mom drags my ass there. I'd go if I think I broke something OBVIOUSLY but this is different. Needles will most likely be involved.
I don't wanna.
They'd have to put me out it's that bad. I don't wanna be awake if my face is getting stitched. They'd need to knock me out just to inject me with numbing shit. I know that if I'm out there is no need I'm just saying that's how bad it is for me.
How long will it take for a significant sized cut on my lip to stop bleeding? I haven't checked how big it is so I don't know the extent of the damage. I can't really judge with the amount of blood since the face loves to bleed. I had a small cut on my face before that bled a lot so idk but this new one is on my lip. I'm trying so hard to keep still to allow it to heal.
I'm still literally drinking blood although it's now more of a sip. Gross, ik. I nearly threw up and fainted earlier.
Watched Yukon Vet a few days ago with mom and Dr. Oakley was working on pigs and they SQUEALED and tried to get away from getting needles. It was funny. Mom and I laughed.
Non-farm people might think that the pigs were seriously injured but mom and I know they are just huge drama queens. They are like hognose snakes in that department 😂
Lmao funny how I search in French and it shows the English page. I would change it in settings but my mom asks me to look shit up a lot so it's easier to read the English pages for her because my brain function drops to 3% when it comes to reading and instantly translating lol
I tried this with a scientific journal about ancient Egypt once and I can understand pretty much everything but when it comes to translating I just can't?
Stupid brain 😑
Is it possible to get a crush on someone you've never met in person and only know through the internet? Apparently it is for my dumbass heart
Glad I'm not the only one lmao
asdfghjkl I did not realise,, that I posted that publicly,,,
Lmao I figured 🤣 It was too funny for me not to reblog lol
Me: I should look at my MIO again to see how to rewrite my thesis.
Also me: *Comes back on here even though I know nothing has happened in the last minute or two since I last checked*
I'm as addicted to this site as I was tumblr. Now I hardly even open that hellsite anymore.
I love this site so much.
Me, a regular anglophone: *turns on Google assistant* Ouvrir Shazam
Me, says it in thick québécois accent: *Frenching intensifies*
This is lame ik lol
I'm often amazed at how thick my French accent is. I don't speak in French a lot but I am practicing typing by switching my phone to French. I have one more semester left of French. Hopefully by next year I'll be out of this god forsaken province and in Ontario. I hate the government here.
Ford ain't any better tho but at least he hasn't made a law to "preserve the French language" in the only god damn province that has the majority of people speaking French.
As far as my friends and I know the law is still in place but no one really gives a shit about it. Government, you fucking dumbasses.